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Created on 2004-04-20 10:45:29 (#2894773), last updated 2005-04-07
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Basic Info| Name: | Femto the Red-Winged Demon |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-25 |
| Location: | Newburyport, Massachusetts, United States |
| Website: | The Urantia Book |
Biodarkness...
so pure not a single ray of light can find its way to me
how long have i soaked in this darkness...eternity?
though times i think just a moment
i feel nothing, as though there were nothing
and i am floating in it
i have preserved my sanity, have i not?
or did i lose it somewhere...
and yet, in this darkness and its fantasies, one thing is still clear in my mind
that alone, like lightning splitting through the darkness, he appears so vividly in my mind
over and over again it swells and sinks like the waves of a tsunami
hatred...friendship...jealousy...indignation...emptiness...love...sorrow...
they all come together in a single great storm
driving a stake through my mind, holding my consciousness together
the one who cast me into this darkness, he is now my anchor
so pure not a single ray of light can find its way to me
how long have i soaked in this darkness...eternity?
though times i think just a moment
i feel nothing, as though there were nothing
and i am floating in it
i have preserved my sanity, have i not?
or did i lose it somewhere...
and yet, in this darkness and its fantasies, one thing is still clear in my mind
that alone, like lightning splitting through the darkness, he appears so vividly in my mind
over and over again it swells and sinks like the waves of a tsunami
hatred...friendship...jealousy...indignation...emptiness...love...sorrow...
they all come together in a single great storm
driving a stake through my mind, holding my consciousness together
the one who cast me into this darkness, he is now my anchor
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